Drama Queen#2. Here's to egos and BFF's. And the war in between.

"Her world crumbles in front of her eyes,

Chills run down her spine"

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The DramaQueen's eyes are red, puffy and bloodshot. She is sitting on her bed, looking through the window, aimlessly. It's a heavy downpour. She hears cars honking and sees glistening drops of water all around. They're like tiny stars scattered all over. Everything is so calm, and serene, expect of course the rage in her thoughts-the lightening speed of everything she thinks about. And the honking of the cars. The DQ wants to shut her ears to the world. She wants some peace, for once in her life. She feels an emotion she can't put down on paper. It's inexplicable. She misses her BestFriendForever. For the first time since her argument with BFF two months-The DQ misses her. Each and every molecule of the DQ yearns for Her. Her calming and soothing pat on the back. Her full of love hug. Her comforting voice. Each and every bit of her. All this happened because of the foolishness of the DQ. One of the many instances of her stupidity. She wishes she could take back all she said and everything could be back to normal. The DQ has sparked a cold war. Her ego is much grater than her love for anyone on this planet, and so, she hasn't even made the slightest bit of effort to sort out things with her BFF. She doesn't want her ego to be bruised, no matter what it costs her. But, half of her says something opposite to what she knows is right. It's a battle between what she wants to do and what she knows she should. She's still sitting on her bed, thoughts come and go. Sadness remains.Her thick long mane is casually tied into a messy ponytail and her kohl is smudged because of crying for 2 hours straight. There is nothing more in the world she needs right now than her BFF. It's ego v/s eternal love, and ego has won hands down. Out of the few negative traits of the DQ, her ego is the one she hates the most. It pinches her. The pain doesn't last long, but even that every moment is like Hell for her. She wants to change,for good. For the people around her. For the people who love her unconditionally. For her BFF. But most of all, she wants to change for herself.

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Her BBM status reads-

"My strength is evaporating. I miss you, I need you, BFF"